If I turned inside out would my liver be cute

you want the good news or the bad news?

2008-01-10T10:21:54Z

OK well start with the good news, cos well it did make me a litte bit smiley to begin with... but even before i start i just want to say that my little kitty Eddie, is sitting on the window sill , looking out at the rain that dribbling off the gutters, and he looks intent to catch it LOL...

OK this good news... well we have been searching for an apartment closer to my work and cheaper.. cos the living costs over here are phenom.... but anywhose i found a nice apartment and applied and we thought we wouldnt get it... but we did .. yay

now the bad news... ok we calculated that bond, first months rent and credit checks for marc and myself at £860 , which we could just .. JUST scrape together... now.. the landlord has accepted our application on the terms that our credit checks and our guarantor checks out + £30, and since we have a cat that he initially said was fine, that we should pay a cat bond + £250

Initial calculations £860
HIDDEN SUPRISE COSTS £280
My Luck £ priceless

at the end of the day

2007-12-30T19:37:43Z

it seems i am tired again, drained, meh... went into the studio, and got some practice in... my skills are coming along, of course i need more practice, then spent the afternoon drivin furiously to IKEA .. although any trip to ikea should be a wonderous and joyous experience, however the closest IKEA was in warrington a good hour drive away and closed at 5pm today.. it was 330 when we left.. with no idea how to get there and a list of things to get for the studio.. arrgghh talk about head fuck..

but.. im tired now and can't be bothered
ick.. i feel crap

hello journal long time no... whatever

2007-12-30T11:26:41Z

Its been a long time since i did anything on here...i believe that one must have a life enable to write about it, hence the long time no whatevers....My life has always been rather solitary, going through phases of wanting more than quickly losing interest, never really seeming to find my feet, and through this constant limbo-esque state in which i find myself existing, i neglect all that matters to me and i neglect myself.

Deep within me i know that i am capable of more than what I have become, but somehow lack the vital drive to exceed past the now and add another failure notch to my belt, As it is, I am following, in a suprisingly reluctant fashion, a dream of mine, I have travelled to the UK and taken on a tattoo apprenticeship, with the knowing that i could be great at this trade, but my mind leaves me in constant doubt of my own mental stamina and ability, I second guess my every action and find myself although loving what i do, questioning wether i really want to do it, and I do, but then again i dont....my complacency overrides any real drive, for fear of failure and scorn..

I am living tough at the moment, everything ever seen about tattoo apprenticeships has been true, it is a trying struggle and you are the lowest of all life on the food chain...I have never been so low and have always expected respect of sorts..we apprentices do not get paid because from a business sense, there is nothing in the business i can do, wothout inking that can earn money.. so until i am proficient, i cannot earn a crust.

What amrc earns is not enough to cover what we require to live and pay rent, although he earns twice the minimum wage here, and works a 60 hour week for it...so we resign to the fact that we must find a cheaper apartment.. however, even if we do, we still need to find £600 to pay the bond and first month.. which seems like an impossible task, so we are stuck and .. i am finding it hard not to enter into the downward spiral yet again. It is my fault we are here and destitute, and selfish of me to want to be here to gain this trade...while he works so hard to support it with no real rewards of his own...

im not a religeous person persay.. but i hope and pray for a miracle or some sort of kindness that makes things a little easier for us, as hopless as i am , i am also proud, and do not wish to return home with my tail between my legs.. a failure....no money, no trade, another wasted time in my life and another stupid decision....

help, for i fear i am falling...

um.. i think i just slid off my chair....

2007-07-24T14:32:16Z

Daniel Radcliffe... harry potter.. hotter and hotter.....

http://s17.photobucket.com/albums/b92/blackkittymeow/?action=view&current=detailsfeatures1v.jpg

man oh man check out this pic... LJ wouldnt let me cut and paste... so youll have to click and drool instead....

10 things on my mind today....

2007-07-20T01:55:55Z

1-I will be in the UK in ten days and i am excited
2-I love Doctor Who (new series') and think that anyone with the means should download them and watch them
3-I thought the harry potter movie was a disappointment and it makes me laugh to think that their are 'hardcore fans' that will defend its honour, and profess to love it regardless.. yeah its a movie...and a book.. a good written book...
4-I want to buy a new pair of pants today, and i need to re-go through my suitcase and see what are 'keepers'...i have 10ish boxes to be sent over to our new apartment when we find it...
5-throughout my life, i have always seemed to have friends that after a while get caught up with something else and just dont call anymore, and I hardly see them again...and i wasted all my time running around after them and sending messages and trying to be involved...but this time i have decided, FUCK IT...im not going to run around hunting people to be friends( i have already done it a few time to a couple of people, tried to get in contact, but i have been quite obviously ignored), either you think enough of me to contact ME, or your not my friend, im tired of being the 'flavour of the month' then chucked out just as easily..my veiw is.. for everyone (meaning that there is a handful of people) whom i have had contact with in some form, if you are obviously on your computer everyday, journalling, myspacing, blogging, selling your wares, you cant get bent out of shape when i fuck off , cos you never emailed me... I mean it isnt hard and it doesnt take more than a minute... if the excuse is you have been 'busy', had 'no time'.. I say fuck you...cos it aint that hard...but keep up the blogging and journalling.. cos it must take at least half an hour to make sure your posts sound cool...
6-my favourite song at the moment is "I cant decide" by the Scissor sisters (thankyou dr who)
7-my sleeve tat is almost healed and i have to go in and see steff and get him to bust a little bit more colour in it
8.. you know what... i cant be bothered putting 10 things down.. cos i need to go to the toilet and its morning... my stomach is rumbling for foodage,,,,

my brother got married on saturday and guess who was there.....dr who??.

2007-07-15T14:17:34Z

ROFLMAO

blackkittymeow @ 2007-07-15T18:19:00

2007-07-15T10:27:52Z

there is speculation around David Tennants contract being up at the end of season 4 of Dr Who.. tell me it isnt so..NOOoooooo.... not only that.. i am slightly grrrrr around the subject of Martha Jones' departure and reappearance halfway through S4.. also the doctor having a different companion for all 13 eps..+ martha for 6ish.. I am a Martha fan,,,, Rose tyler... yeah she was great, and there is also specualtion as the wether she will be reuinited with the doctor after being trapped on a parallel world... but the new companion... who is it... well remember the Runaway bride.. christmas special... yeah the bride.. I dont like her... she's crap and im unhappy about it LOL... however Martha will be starring in 3 episodes or Torchwood at the start of S2...before returning to the doctor.. but it is alluded to that they will be playing the martha unrequited love for the doctor/doctor pining after rose angle...... but 3 people in the TARDIS...i know its bigger on the inside... but its a little crampo for me..

that is all....

blackkittymeow @ 2007-07-13T23:49:00

2007-07-13T15:51:23Z

I just saw Harry Potter and the order of the Pheonix... and al i can say is WHAT THE FUCK... i dont know what else to say... ANNIE.. have you seen it??? Im kinda confused, bewildered, disappointed... hrrmm

any thoughts??

blackkittymeow @ 2007-07-13T10:39:00

2007-07-13T02:46:08Z

I got my half sleeve finished yesterday 11am till 5pm sitting....i am good!! LOL
it goes from the very top of my shoulder down to the bend of my elbow and almost wraps the whole arm.. yes even the underside. we extended and gave another dimension to the clouds in the back ground so i really dont have a lot of skin left undermy arm to cover.. and got some more work done on my inner elbow which goes down approx 1/3 the length of my forearm... full sleeve almost done...

got alot of grey wash put in, so my arm looks like a big love bite, cos the colour isnt opaque enough to cover the bruising as it normally would will full mix inks, so i am not taking any photos till the swelling goes down and the redness goes... but boy it is sore LOL and looks HOT

that is all

tattoos, tired, tantrums,

2007-07-11T02:53:51Z

19 days to go and ill be on a plane to Blackpool.... so very happy about this, MY boss and his wife are fantastic, he told me I have a studio shirt with my name on it (we ll literally not my name but the shops name, but its just put aside for me ,,, LOL) and I have been added to the studios artists profiles in which i am most pleased... yes most pleased :)

tomorrow i get me sleeve finished at 5 star tattoo.. and get an addition to my skull band... so glad im getting that finished, i wouldnt like anyone else working on it.. its Steff's peice and he can finish it.. s'gonna be sore for a few... and i have my brothers wedding to attend on Saturday, which is gonna be fun.. just hope um doest slap me on the arm like she did last tie i got work done.., that night we are supposed to be staying in t he hotel near the venue, then my brothers boss is taking us all (just the youngsters LOL) out on his cruise boat....this guy is LOADED!!! and a Freemason.. how very intriguing :)

they did the final inspection yesterday and notified the settlement agent.. which meand the only thing left to do is the money transfers,, but our mortgage broker KEYSTART..keeps hounding us for money.. and usually you dont have to pay your mortgage in the settlement phase cos it all gets worked out, so the 6 weeks prior your ok.. but nooooooooo this assface of a guy keeps ringing us and bullying us into paying....we didnt pay last week and we have unplugged out home phone today so he cant call....I mean settlement is the 25th, we have 13ish days..ooooerrr whats he gonna do.. take legal action... GO FOR IT YOU CUM GUZZLING FUCK PUPPET!! he's just trying to squeeze interest out of us, probably has it hooked up to his own account....

hrrmmm what else.... oh.. I love David Tennant, so much.. so so much....LOL, i have watched all 3 series of Dr Who, and im now hooked for life,its killing me inside that i have to wait for the new series to come out.. but will get the christmas special first...and i am also hooked on Torchwood (heheh anogram of Doctor Who)... which is also a great show.. its got Captain Jack Harkness, a former companion of the Doctor, from the 51st Century.. who cant die....(well... thats what happens when you get ressurrected by someone who has looked into the time vortex).. .. but back to david tennant... YUM.!.. and i want to know what happens...Martha Jones, your coming back right??? Im a big fan!!!

still alying in bed... 10:52 am, very lazy and i love it... marc has gone out to borrow my dads ute so we can move out... and he' s just gotten home which means i have to get up and start moving.. arrgghh..

I wish the doctor was real...

think of it as a ball of wibbley wobbley timey wimey stuff.....

2007-07-02T04:13:28Z

restretched my ears last weekish, the right one is still kinda sore...went up to a 10mm... so i got some nice holes in me head now...tired, been sleeping toooooooo much...and its windy as fuckery latley.. windy and wet... I think the weather is trying to train us for blackpool... from what i have heard it is wet wet wet and windy windy windy... with a bit of hot hot hot in the summer and cold cold cold in the winter... ooer...

I have watched pretty much all of the new series of Dr who... from Martha Jones's entry.. just got 2 more eps to download then ive had the whole series... Im so addicted.. and ooer.. captain jack harkness...Torchwood....an offshoot of dr who i know... annnnnd I love it.thats on tonight toooo.. YAY..i love the new dr...he's soo cheeky..and nerdy...and sexy all in one... YAY for the DR.

packing up the house slowly slowly....getting excited now....I have been told there is a dr who museum in blackpool....Im going..!! LOL

I love it when he's all nerdy...

blackkittymeow @ 2007-06-29T16:29:00

2007-06-29T08:30:48Z

bold and the beautiful is on.. ooer... im so pathetic LOL

blackkittymeow @ 2007-06-29T16:28:00

2007-06-29T08:30:07Z

.. cut toe... but having sushi for dinner.... not an entirely fair compromise...but never the less tastey...

blackkittymeow @ 2007-06-29T16:26:00

2007-06-29T08:29:14Z

i just cut my fucking toe on the metal feet of the fan... blood is pissin out everywhere from my poor little pinky toe.. NOT HAPPY JAN!!!

pissed off flu ridden stress filled meow

2007-06-17T12:07:37Z

i have a god damn head cold.. i hate it soooooo much, i feel like shit, I have to do about 2 hours worth of walking tomorrow to the post office and back to post marcs application for his UK settlement visa.. and try not to stress out about not only sending official original documents in the post but also, although i know we meet the criteria, worry and stress about it being granted.... i want this all to go off without a hitch... please jeebus please...

the hotel is booked, the coach from london to blackpool is booked, the airtickets are paid for.. just waiting on this visa and the house money to come through...while i quietly die of this damn flu, and mope round the house....

did i spell it right?

arrrgggghhhhh

2007-06-14T06:05:54Z

my screams get lost in a paper cup...do you think theres a heaven where the screams have gone....

well fucken fuckedy fuck fuck fuck crap stick cunt fuck shit bastard crap....fishsticks
that is all...

no really... yesterday my heart got broken then semi mended in the evening....

the house sale fell through,,,, my heart broke.. shattered.. looked up at the sky and said.. "ok i yield".....i cried so hard.. i dontt hink i have ever cried like that... but i cried my soul out...and i think i realised, my mum realised... for the first time how much this all meant to me... my god i cried, and quietly shook my head in disbelief... cry cry cry

the real estate agents ... worked furiously into the evening.. doin their sums, doin their figures... ringsing everyone they could think of to sell this house.... and a woman from the office came through , loved it and put an offer on it straight away... but i said.. before i sign the papers i wanna know that she has finance.. so i have waited till today to find out that the broker says its 100% kosher and we signed the papers....

but i still feel very out of sorts... my head feels terrible and my eyes still feel swollen and puffy from yesterdays emotional exploits...

and all i can do from now on is look up and say "I YIELD FUCKER I YIELD..IM TIRED OF THIS"

well it looks like my prayers have been answered

2007-06-07T11:22:23Z

Ok, so today we got a guy come throught the house and make an offer in which we accepted, the papers are to be drawn up tomorrow, but until the little scribblings are put down on paper i cant get too excited and say that the house is sold BUT...

THE HOUSE IS SOLD AND ILL BE IN THE UK IN 6-8 WEEKS TAKING UP MY RIGHTFUL POSITION AS TATTOO APPRENTICE...... HOLY FUCK YEAH I AM HAPPIER THAN A PIG IN SHIT!!!!

I cannot express to anyone who doesnt know what his means to me how extremely and gloriously happy I am right now, the new boss has sent me a shit tonne of PDF's to familiarise myself with before i get there, cos as he says .. he wants me to be able to hit the floor running, and get inking as soon as possible, Im so pleased things have worked out cos i was a mess there for a while...

But this is the BIGGEST thing i have ever wanted, and the only thing i havent had to fight for... he saw my art, my potential, and wants ME,.,, yes ME,,,, so much so that it has come to my attention that he has already turned away 2 potential apprentices so that I can work for him,,, YAY

Ok im off to roll around in all my glory... and probably dance round the house naked..lol

ps... i have lost 20lbs to boot.. so im a little ball of happy all round.

home open tomorrow...12-1pm...

2007-06-01T14:50:36Z

well we have a home open tomorrow... I have a good feeling about this weekend.. dunno why.. maybe its wishful thinking... maybe its gas.. hell it could be gas...but there are a few people supposedly wanting to come through for a look so i have everything crossable crossed.... please please please buy my house... I wanna get on my way to inking people .. yes thats right inking ...no im not turning into a giant squid.. although some would think that cool.. but my well offered apprenticeship as an inkslinger awaits in the uk and im dying to get there and get started.. im hanging out to drink beer at ye olde worlde pubs.. and be surrounded by a different culture, a different accent.. a different set of seasons... OH the JOY...im so hanging out for this opportunity... i dunno wether to pray, to burp or what...it still might be gas..

peace out homies LOL

C

blackkittymeow @ 2007-05-28T18:50:00

2007-05-28T10:54:48Z

ANyone want to buy a House in Western australia and help me on my way to getting my tattoo apprenticeship??? Just a thought LOL...

I have been offered a tattoo apprenticship in the UK.. but the boss wants me to start in AUgust and the house hasnt sold yet... so obviously i cant afford to move over there just yet... but i dont want to miss this opportunity so im between crying and pulling my hair out with unknowing frustration at the moment,,, so if you wanna buy a house in western australia, or know someone who does, check this site out and buy mine PLEASE....lol...

http://www.ljhooker.com.au/property_listing.php?id=1676645&type=residential&category=buy

blackkittymeow @ 2006-10-13T06:52:00

2006-10-12T22:55:31Z

sad, depressed, lonely......

sorry annie i will call ou tomorrow if your home

blackkittymeow @ 2006-09-19T07:39:00

2006-09-18T23:40:56Z

so i am flying over to queensland today to say goodbye to my aunty, who after 2 long years seems to be losing the fight with every cancer imaginable....Taking my mum cos she doesnt want to fly alone, and have compassionate leave from ork for the week...

blackkittymeow @ 2006-09-09T09:30:00

2006-09-09T01:30:22Z

seriously check out the full report its alot more scary...........

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blackkittymeow @ 2006-09-09T09:28:00

2006-09-09T01:29:06Z

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blackkittymeow @ 2006-06-10T10:34:00

2006-06-10T02:43:34Z

ok so i realy havent updated all that much in ages, but i dont think my life is all that exciting at the moment. I go to work, i drain the brain and then i go hoom elike a zombie wondering why i am subjecting myself to such torment.. i spent most lecture days sittin and designing tattoos for myself, and then feel all depressed cos i cant afford to ink up...i have not only designed my uber cool super sexy back peice, but also right arm.. and... two little wrist decorators.. yeah.. which i might get when i get my tax return in july... oooh yeah... me likey velly mucho

Ok the job aint that bad,,,,it can be quite fun, there are some people that make it bearable.. except the one chick that i really got along with found the job a wee bit too hard and stressful so she left, and it sucks without her there... the rest of the girls are prisses and glamour queen with a giggle and a snort and a puke in the toilet... not my kind of chickies... the guys are nice... im really liking aspects of Tony's personlity, (the tattoo guy in the harcore band-- hes kinda a cutie too) but i do seem to have some good chats with him... and there are a couple other guys that are making it a little more plesant.. but who knows, they might jut be being polite ,,, oh well

the vacant land next door has finally had some action, i got woken up this am by compators.. so they must be starting to build our neighbours... i hope they build us nice ones... or when annie and sam get here to visit i might have to form a posse .. yeah anniepants i know you in on that one.. you know tha pain of neighbours.....

well, i think i am goin to go wollow now in my cold dark house... Miss Annie, Marc is workin all day...got no money....psshhhh happy weekend to me...

the good the bad and the STALKER....

2006-05-20T04:10:06Z

OK well... I have been UBER busy with learning this new job!!!

its going rather well and i have been havinmg a ball meeting and joking around with new people...except that i may have a stalker situation....but i will explain that later....

No, i AM learning alot... slowly letting go of my preconceived notions that i am 100% great at everything, although I am picking up the know how reasonably speedy and have recieved commendations (like 4 different sets of feedback) to say that my formal documentation skills are fantastic and i should keep up the high standard.. so that put a smile on my slightly scowling face..(scowl has been developing from lack of "knowy Mc'know all" status and stalker issues....)

I will be spending the majority of this weekend compiling my notes from the past 2 weeks and re typing them in simplistic and legible format so i can refer back to it quickly when i am actually dealing with customers.. NOTHING WORSE than having a brain shit in the middle of a conversation to take away any confidence that the customer had in you... and make you look and sound like a big greasy tool!!!...*****speaking of tools.. marc has this NON-SLIP MAT at work that has been imported from korea or something with really bad ENGRISH on it .. it says "Good for putting your Tool on..." LOVE IT HAHAHAA*******

anyway.. the STALKER issue....only if i explain in person will you understand the full extent of the issue but i will try my best to impart the information today... OK on the first day of work... I met a guy called ROB (who is slightly reminicent of a previous boyfriend who i broke up for being utterly dependant and clingy and not so muh of a masculine figure in my life...basically, in a sense, he was a little shivering chiuaua that pee'd on the carpet from anxiety...i dont know why that ever happened.. what was i thinking.. oh well) anyways ROB.....

Well, as most of you know I am a smoker and must do the dash during teabreaks to the designated smoking area to quickly char one down before my next stressful 2 hours OUCH!!! anyway.. ROB in the beginning, because we were all new, we stared chatting to one another... and me being the type to usually reciprocate friendly vibes.. did so, so in the first couple of days he accompanied me and another couple of ppl down to the smoking area.. which seemed cool at the time.. but this guy DOESNT SMOKE!!! anywho.. the other couple of ppl have since moved to another group and have different breaks to us, and ROB is still accompanying me... so well ok that mightn't sound that bad.. BUT wait theres more.....

On Tuesday this week we had our first little taste of taking customer calls.. we got put into groups... I got put with ROB! damn.. anywho... he took his tun on the phone whilst i listened in and passed the appropriate notes so he wouldnt fuk up... when it was my turn .. not only did he not help me appropriatley (eg pass notes quietly so i could hear the call) he actually spoke in my ear very closely and i couldnt hear the customers most of the time.. BUT he was leaning on the back of my chair (which i didnt notice cos i was freaking out about the ph call).. Vanessa... a cool chicky that i have met, later told me that it looked like he was almost resting his head on the back of my head and the lecturer actually saw him and reprimanded him and explained proximity to him... ok well i didnt notice this....

still not too freaky you might think.. but wait theres more....In the past 4 days he has gone from NOT making any physical contact at all, to at least 20... yeah.. 20... suspicios touchings.. inclusive of a slap on the bum, and various pokes to the side and ribs...NOW.. i dont like being touched all that much hey!!!!... he has made various comments throughout the weeks to me about me and my great ability... yeah too many compliments from a stranger....which actually got a little worse yesterday....lemme explain....

ok so it was just after lunch...and our lecturer called for us to split into our small groups again (which were decided that morning, and yeah i had the human magnet...) so great we spilt.. cool... and we are in the middle of doing our research, and i see that Rob has his chair pulled right up behind me and he is leaning forward....he makes 2 remarks at this time

1." iwas trying to really describe you to my house mate last night, you know your features and hair and stuff....."and im like ' the weird girl with red and black spikey hair..." of course trying to brush off the comment...
2. *leans in closer and takes an elongated whiff* " that perfume your wearing is really nice, what is it..." ... and me " oh cheap shit..." again trying to brush off comments......

so im kinda freaked out by the situation...I go to lunch and forget about it....

after lunch we are back at our training work stations and i am next to vanessa.. and i tell her the goings on... and she tells me thats he is constantly looking at me... but not general glances in my diretion... but glances that are obviously looking for recognition and eye contact... BY this stage i am weirded out....i go on afternoon tea.. smoko... i decide that i will be running down there as to avoid this dude... you know maybe if i dont acknowledge him he wont come with....

so i run to the elevator, matt the serial killer (weird guy that also creeps me out for other reasons) is holding the elevator and calls out, you want in.. and im like yeah.(at this stage i am feeling more comfortable with the tall smelly overly eccentric, bad timed strange comment, precise but spidery hand writing guy).... so i run in and quickly proceed to push the button to close the door before rob can get there.....in the gap of the closing lift, i see rob rushing to the door...luckily it closes before he can get in....

so matt the serial killer and i walk to the smoko area... not more than 2 minutes later Rob comes watzing down and says "so whats with you running off like that... saw you running off with your boyfriend (matt the serial killer)... nah its ok i saw you making googoo eyes at each other"... and im like .." uh yeah whatever" and change the subject...all the while thinking "what the fuck.. are you some jealous husband or something..."

anyways... i go back upstairs, making sure the conversation is not suggestive and non commital...he goes in and i see Vanessa.. and tell her the goings on.. and shes like " FUCK.. PSYCHO ALERT..." and tells me that she will watch him in the last leg of the day and see what kind of stuff he does....

so an hour into the last leg and we had a 5 minute little stretch and chat break... and she tells me that " after I tallied 10 good solid stares at you i fucken gave up..." he apparently was leaning forward to look at me and pretending to stretch and looking for recognition...FREAKOUT... so Now vanessa takes it upon herself to talk very loudly and say " SO... what are you and the HUSBAND!!! doing tonite...."... "say HI to the HUBBY for me".... "Oh your husband is like mine... very protective and macho... could fuck up anyone..."

which didnt quite do the job cos he still waited to walk me to my car.....

i already had the "yuk" feeling about him cos he reminds me of an ex... but this just wont do... and even though all the evidence points to clingy freak stats, i am still not sure how to handle it... WHAT if this guy is just friendly and thats his sense of humour, what is he thinks we are FRIENDS..and thats how he jokes with his friends... i dunno..i dont want to go and act too prematurely and think that he has got something for me when he thinks of me a freind only and stuff...he might actually think im a pig but think i am funny.. who knows...but i am not in the retard outreach program, i will not be taking socially handicapped ppl under my wing...its a clearly cut and dry situation... IF PPL AVOID YOU ITS FOR A REASON... but i will be keeping a creepy stuff journal to update my stalker stats.... when all the evidence points to undeniable freak stalker status i will request action... but until then i think i can bring out the bitch and try and get away from him.... with a little help from ness of course...

anyone got any stalker tips... How to get rid of a freak...???